Warning this is a long one with no pictures (the no pictures is for your own sake) :)
OK, I am going a little crazy here in this little hospital room. Can I just vent for a minute about the things that are driving me crazy????
1. The florescent lights are making my eyes blurry.
2. The hospital food is getting old (which is new for me, because thus far I have loved the food... although I think I just love not having to cook it, decide what to make, go to the grocery store, clean it up, and talk two toddlers into eating it because its "yummy").
3. Wow, I really don't want to sleep in another hospital bed for a long time. I finally asked for a rollaway to sleep on that that felt so good!
4. 12 days in a hospital so far and I am soooooo tired of the NSTs and being monitored!!! I hate holding still and its all I have in me to hold back the tears when the nurse comes in and says, "ooops, another 20 minutes or so!" It always ends up being at least another hour! :(
5. Ooooh, one of my least favorites, getting my blood drawn every other day! They are keeping track of my blood count to keep an eye out for infection. Those of you who know my blood history know that this is a major traumatic experience for me :) You would be proud to know that I have not passed out once here in the hospital. I am really getting good at it, but do they really have to wake me up at 7AM? It is not the way I prefer to start my day. ;)
Now I am feeling really guilty because of all this complaining. Here are a few things that have been keeping me happy during this lovely stay at Hotel del Stanford...
1. Snack time everyday at 3:00 includes some random snack and 1 dark chocolate covered strawberry. DELICIOUS!! Are you surprised that all it takes is food to brighten my day?
2. Nice Doctors and nurses that I ask probably too many questions to.
3. taking my wheelchair ride to the nursery every day to see the babies...I am so excited to have a little one again!
4. Visits from my husband. We have internet in the room, so he can work from here when he is not taking care of the kids. He is on the phone a lot, but I love just hearing his voice and being close to him. Thanks to our friends and family who are helping with the kids so that Alex can work and not have to take so much PTO!
5. Roses from Alex in my room make my room smell (and look) SO good. There is nothing worse than the smell of stinky hospital!
6. When you are here long enough, they give you a private room, which has been so wonderful!
7. Also, when you are here a while they bring in a "supplemental menu" for food incase I get tired of the regular menu. :)
8. Visits from my kiddos! They are doing so good. When they come to see me it is so fun and they don't cry when it is time to go. That makes me so happy. They are well taken care of and loving all of the friend play dates and daddy time.
I can't go without mentioning the magnesium I was on for 2 days. CRAZY! I am so glad to have had it because it worked!
BUT it was a yucky feeling. I'd love to hear any of your experiences with it. I was as hot as I'll get out and could not move my body at all.
Oh yeah, and the power went out at the hospital on Wed for 10 hours. A small air plane crashed into a power pole, and the whole hospital went into "crisis mode". I felt so bad for the nurses, they were so stressed and tired.
Well, thats all I have for now! Thanks for letting me vent! Love you all!